20th March 2014 you mean a lot! It was the day our SPM results came out.
Since I'm schooling in Terengganu, I had to go there by bus. My parents couldn't make it but I don't really mind though (atleast if result teruk takdelah malu sangat)! Malam 19hb naik bas and then took a taxi terus gi sekolah. Pastu stay kat bilik tamu dulu (aircond is matlamat utama) and siap2 bagai.
Pagi tu ada ceramah kerjaya but honestly malas gila nak dengar. Duduk kat belakang pulak tu, buat bising pulak tu, selfie pulak tu (bak kata my friend, wirawati tak berdisiplin -.-) wekkkk, kesah pulak. Pastu around noon baru pakai jubah graduasi. I think our school is the only one kot yang tak graduate lagi tapi best je buat sekali dengan masa dapat result :)
Actually, I knew my results before dia announce lagi. Camni cerita dia, masa pagi tu lagi I was walking depan dewan pastu ada budak F3 peluk me and said "Kak Iera, tahniah!" muka masa tu memang mahal punya ah, pelik gila. Pastu ada a few cikgu wish congrats dengan muka mysterious pulak. Lagi la nervous I ni sampai tak lalu breakfast!
Pastu tengok kawan ramai check through SMS tangan ni pun menggatal la nak jugak. Hantar kali pertama, "service not available". Kuangasam punya text. Hantar kali kedua and ketiga pun sama, not available. Lepas hantar yang keempat, half an hour lepas tu text masuk. It was my result ! speechless, unbelievable. Immediately call mommy !
Mommy was sooo excited she can't stop saying Alhamdulillah and kept asking me to sujud syukur banyak banyak :p hehe. Tbh rasa nak nangis sangat when she said,
"Tu lah Kak Iera. Allah dah bagi Kak Iera macam macam. UPSR 5A, PMR 9A, SPM 11A. Murahnya rezeki Kak Iera. Memang usaha kita penting, tapi ni semua kuasa Allah. Banyak-banyaklah bersyukur Kak Iera. Allah bagi kita semua ni , macam mana cara kita nak balas?"....... sentap. Hmmmmm.
Tbh dulu masa F4 target SPM dapat 7A sebab I felt straight A's tu macam gila sangat. Memang tak ah en.
Masa F4, exam March 4A, Add Maths fail. Midyear 1A (Eng), exam August pun 1A (Eng) and final exam 5A. Taktau lah nak kata malas study ke apa hmmmm.
Masa F5 pun, exam March 3A. Midyear 4A. Pastu baru nak start study gila gila punya (sila jangan contohi perbuatan tidak bermoral ini). And Alhamdulillah trial SPM 8A. So I'm reaaaaaaally looking forward to straight A's in SPM pulak. Masa tu baru rasa possible :D
A- tu Chemistry and Biology. Well memang dah boleh expect pun cause masa Bio, main hentam je essay sebab taktau nak jawab apa huhu susaaahh okayyyy. Chemist pulak salah terus the whole experiment cesss -,- salt la ni punya pasaii, soluble insoluble bagai.
Tbh terkejut sesangat Physics dapat A solid sebab selama aku hidup ni tak pernah dapat A for fizik. Paling tinggi pun 66 :/ syukur sangat sangat!
Add Maths pun macam tu jugak. Masa F4 asyik fail je. Kalau tak fail dapat E. Hmmmm tapi subek ni memang tak pernah buat latihan pun lol malasss. Even masa awal tahun F5 pun Add Maths still E. Then lepas tu banyak buat latihan, suruh kawan ajar, jumpa cikgu bla3, jadi minat gila la pulak. Masa midyear dapat B+. Trial pulak dapat 88. So i wished for an A+ in SPM tapi it's okay tak dapat pun. I'm still very very grateful :'D
Kat sini nak mintak maaf banyak banyak to all residents kat SMIKT. Teachers, staffs, seniors, friends, juniors and sesiapa jelah. Sorry buat bising yang teramat kat kelas and bilik and surau and mana-manalah. Sorry pernah tak pergi kelas tambahan sebab tertido. Sometimes pun sengaja taknak pergi. Kelas petang pun kadang tak pergi sebab tido hehe. Termarah ke terjeling ke terkasar ke semua ter lah I'm really sorry ! Sometimes tak perasan pun. Bawak benda terlarang, buat benda pelik pelik tu I hope all of you can forgive me! I beg youuuu T,T am a good girl now hehehe
Tolong halalkan segala ilmu yang dicurahkan <3
Your sacrifices and hard work will remain in my memories eternally.
Not to forget, congrats muahmuah to Diamonds! You guys made the school and teachers proud, we beat last year's record ! I'm happy for us :'D keep moving on Diamond dearest. You're going to a new phase of life, all the best with that ! Besar dah kawan kawan i.
Yang dapat result power tu congrats! tapi jangan bangga sangat, that can be salah satu jenis ujian Allah jugak. Yang average tu pun, don't be too sad. Apa yang Allah bagi tu, that's the best for you. Just have faith in Him :) insyaAllah rezeki dekat tempat lain. Life has to go on :D
Much love,
xoxo
